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kesityu.


  • Do I miss you?

    Do I miss you?

    Are we done for good? Or are you about to come back into my life? How long do you need to miss something before you can let it back into your life? And when is it better to leave it in the past and move on to the next thing? Or how do you know… Read more

  • The spell is broken.

    The spell is broken.

    Where have you been today, one year ago? From time to time, I like to go through the photos on my phone, pick the exact day one year ago just to see how far I have come since. There are phases. Phases where there are mostly screenshots of ideas or sentences, concepts that resonated with… Read more

  • Freedom at 6am. stuck in the Bus to work.

    Freedom at 6am. stuck in the Bus to work.

    In which moments do you feel freedom the most? Love and Freedom. The more conditions are tied to each, the harder it becomes to feel it. While you can not force either of them to be there or show up or stay. Holding on doesn’t keep it there. Anywhere I am, I can feel that… Read more

  • Do you choose joy or sadness?

    Do you choose joy or sadness?

    The comfort of a dualistic world. Separating things into one or the other might offer comfort or a sense of control over the events of life happening to us. When things are seldom just one or the other. There isn’t only joy or sadness. There are all the emotions in between. Joy isn’t always what… Read more

  • Is it a business or a hobby?

    Is it a business or a hobby?

    Why am I writing, to who, what about and what for? That’s where I am at, again. Wondering which word will make it out of my head into these letters and which ones I better keep for myself. Who is going to read it anyways? Looks like you are. But who are you? Do I… Read more

  • A crowded mind in a calm place.

    A crowded mind in a calm place.

    “There is no getting on top of the list.” I have to remind myself almost once a day. Not sure anymore where I have read that sentence, but ever since it sticked. I am glad. Shows up to remind me, that I can’t shoot the expectations towards myself, to the moon. Sometimes it helps to… Read more