A bit stressed because I feel like by now I have to have the perfect format for this Blog figured out.

At the same time I am well aware, that this is neither possible nor necessary.

I have this neat picture in my head. Sharing value to you who reads. Short, to the point and philosophical. I want to be equally excited writing the text, than I hope you on the other end will be reading it.

I love the promise within. Wether a lot of people read this or just you. The promise to you and to myself, that I will show up every week, consistently. When I love it and also when it’s hard.

Immediate trigger: “Who do you think you are, that people should read your writings…” That’s my ego, trying to talk me out of something I can potentially fail at. But as much as I am scared to fail, I am excited to try.

I want to learn and get better at putting my thoughts and experiences into words. Be able to share them with others.

I am doing this, because a huge part of my inspiration comes from deep, vulnerable, uncomfortable conversations with people. And this is yet another way to have these conversations.

What if I just allow myself to get there?

Feel free to move this question out of this Blog and into your own life into anything your ego is trying to talk you out of. Because you might fail, or you might grow. And maybe you just have to allow yourself to get there slowly and consistently.